____stuck in a moving car *

I DONT LIVE HERE ANYMORE

2006-07-20T09:28:00.000+08:00

I don't live here anymore.

http://www.xanga.com/blackened_xcrown

HEH

2006-07-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

...

don't tell me now
the days i've had
to fill it up but spill instead
talk to remind
days weeks and hours

SHIMMERING GOLD

2006-07-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

My days were golden.
I had KFC at least 5 times this month,
and oh, the body cries moley.

I love my boyfriend.
I miss dad.

(The world can't take away your love)

2006-07-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

August in Bethany.

CALIFORNIA

2006-07-03T10:15:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up, hurting.
Did I ever sleep?

GO.

2006-07-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

Nobody said it was easy,
no one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start.

PAPER HEARTS

2006-06-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

Dad, your boy is about to fall - click

Counting teeth and

raging pigeon wars.

These boys were taught to crawl,

I love you both,

goodnight Cecelia.

---

2006-06-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

Besides having two hours of sleep last night and screaming my hair out during the techno train ride home,
school also sucked like fuck.

I read about Giant Drag and California on wikipedia during class today, it was the loneliest two hours ever.
I imagined Barney the purple dinosaur talking to me,
he told me he know of vintage people living on the moon.

Don't wake me up.

LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND

2006-06-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

Three sixty five, seven fifty

You're all I eat.

Meow.

HELLO, FUCK YOU AND GOODBYE

2006-06-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

Come back to me, my darling

Mom screamed at me to grow up for the 87th time today ;
and my day went from happy talking to Derek Cai on MSN,
to stoned as fuck when I met my very lovely boyfriend at Kembangan.
Ken was indeed very, very lovely like the orange flowers I would tuck behind his ears.
We had little hamburgers and teh tarik, I like.

I feel like such a fucked up girlfriend sometimes because Ken's so bloody sweet to me all the time;
YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO PRETTY!
But I, I am just so screwed up.

Take me down to the bridge, where you know that I'll always love you.

Goodbye.

LIVE.LOVE.DREAM.LAUGH

2006-06-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

You can fly pretty little neighbour!

(-CLICK)

...

Your dream is my new kiss

WHORE

2006-06-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Sleep over at Collin's was SPICY.
He's the boy with 58 faces,
my full time stalker and sometimes a terrorist at the thieves market,
but for now; he's a guppy swimming in cherry flavored vodka.

A smoker's delight.
I'll load the picutures soon,
nights y'all!

I love my boyfriend (::

BITTER SWEET SLEEP

2006-06-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

I had two crazy bitter days,
like chinese medicated pills.

Don't want this here
make it go away
no number of pills
will fix my life today

Dreaming's over y'all.

CRUSH

2006-06-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

wake me up before california darling boy,
i always adore ya if this is what you want,
then i'll leave baby
maybe

haven't felt so well for so well now
you can't slow me
make mistakes like only i know how
i don't even know me anymore
all the things i say give 'em back to me today
i woke up hurting
did i ever sleep?

BRRRR.

2006-06-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

Somebody shoot me --
one more week of tests to go.

1) What is the phone brand?
Nokia

2) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
444

3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
Yup, cant believe i bought uncomfortable shoes, not like me lol. We are gonna pick ralph up from katong now. He's always there playing dota.

4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
MAX, LAUGHS OUT LOUD.

5) Who's the last person you rang?
Collin bolins, he runs like a dog from his mom haha.

6) Who was your last missed call from?
Private number. I hate.

7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Danielle, school mate.

8) What does the last message in your inbox say?
Youre going to sleep right now? Alright baby! I love you love you. LOVE LOVE YOU SO MUCH LIFE WOULD TOTALLY SUCK WITHOUT YOU. Please talk to me if you cant sleep, heh.

9)Who comes up under J?
Jackson, jacob, jacob's, jane yuck, jappo, jason, jason photography, jeremy, jeremy church, jeremy tan yew huang, jessica, jessica wound, jessica's, jiesi, jiesi's, jingjing, joanne np, joanne., joel pageant, joel smile, joel smile's, jonjon, joseph, junjie, junjie's, justin np

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
Haha surprises can never be not so good, theyre always good!

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
Samantha

12) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
698, okayes time to bloody clear them.

13) What do you have as your background?

14) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
Raisin (Rui xing)

15) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
I dont know how to configure that shit.

16) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
Caleb.

17) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
NONE ah sia!!

18) What do you have as your main ringtone?
Haha some bloody loud and shocking RING RING tone set by ken, cos I never ever pick up calls before this.

Damn you EC!
Ciao.

EMO BARK.

2006-05-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

There is nothing to fear.
Keep walking away Questal.

NICOLE

2006-05-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

***
Somewhere over the rainbow.

SO LONG SUCKERS

2006-05-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I SHOULD,
SO MUCH MORE THAN ITS GOOD FOR ME.

Eating bananas with chopsticks is the new pink.

2006-05-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Arrive
Open your eyes
I'm freeing you
Take time for passers by
To meet with you
We want it all
My friends I'm lost forever.

Becoming you.

SATELITE DISH

2006-05-17T19:11:00.000+08:00

My neighbours cant dance.

Ken and I took a day off from school today,
climbed out of our chimneys and met each other in the middle.

You're my favorite flavor!

2006-05-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

I have a new haircut.
How delighting.

I STUCK A PIECE OF MOON TO MY HEAD

2006-05-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

__________________;barbie loves ken

DOLL ON FIRE

2006-05-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

Mom looked like a crazy doll running out of the house in cheong sum and 200cm high, heels.
She looked crazy beautiful though.
Fann did a last minute pedicure for her and I threw lots of makeup on her face.
I almost poked her eyeballs in the process.
Haha I love my mom.

And my dad kinda went missing again,
he told me his gay boss was a bitch the last time we talked.

Ken and I had a study session at mcdonald's today.
He actually did it!
He used to hate studying out and he still does,
but I have to study out because of the many distractions at home.
What a fine excuse!

Hold tight to the morning light y'all!

Oh when the day is blue, I'll sit here wondering about you.

STOP JUDGING AH

2006-05-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

Dream for me-CLICK AH!

Tears of pain and salt fall once again
Your twisted schemes
Scrape my mind with your hand
and I dont want to die
Chase me down with your knife

HEHEHEHE

2006-05-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired from school,
felt like I spent 45 hours in tutorials.
I have to play grandfather for drama class tomorrow,
I talk about drama class alot huh.

And I'm going to bite my nails until I cant see.

I LOVE.

07-05-2006

2006-05-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

Coat yourself queer and pick up mats;
it was a beautiful day.

The boyfriend and I had No.1 Mee goreng at penisular plaza,
currently my favourite place to go.
Old school.
A garage.

Magical is good.

MILO

2006-05-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

Yesteryear

Thought of the week:
Blood gushing out my ears and patches of skin on my head refusing hair growth

;hello I've waited here for you

LIE IN THE SOUND

2006-05-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

______<3

Oh my sheet is so thin
so I say I cant sleep
because its so very cold

BURN MY BRIDGES

2006-04-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

Playground Love - clickclick

Watch the traffic clear,
hear the cars spin out.

You only burn my bridges

Punk rock princess

Garage band king

I could be like heroin

Maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space

... My Love

I HAVE A LIGHT

2006-04-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

Arty farty.

I had drama class today,
the best four hour lesson I've had in Ngee Ann.
Allows me to go all weird and take on five hour conversations about lomography and skinny boys with tattoos.
Mr Desmond is quite a cutie,
and very queer. I like.

My boyfriend and I hang out every day despite school.
The only thing we keep changing is our names but our love keeps growing, still the same.
I LOVE YOU BABY!

2006-04-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Penelope - clickclick

Galaxy sessions - clickclick

Day two

I've been listening to Eisley and Saosin alot lately.
I do not like non air conditioned buses,
and I do not know who my new classmates are.

Please identify yourselves.

I LOVE.

2006-04-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

I let the snow melt in my mouth,
until my head hurts
until I'm out.

I spent two hours in SP's library snapping mental pictures out of six-fingers-put-together-thick photography books.
And I played with my hair each time I get tempted to cut out photographs from the many magazines I read.
Photographs that caught my eye, lots of them.

You're my bestfriend in the world,
just like me you don't do what you're told.

Hello life!

DANCE BABY DANCE !

2006-04-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

Cavanaugh Park.

I reckon drama class is going to be exciting,
and electronics commerce sounds dreadful already.
You can barely survive IT class or two hour lectures without a
notebook for bad poetry, sexy doodles and occasional ketchup spills.

I hope I get new/interesting/horny classmates.
Not like that'd make a difference, cos I stick to my GFF 24/7 ah.
Lucky bitch.
I'm also excited about the 35 minutes train ride to school, cos I get to bitch about train crowds to Ken.

http://ledzeppelinn.blogspot.com/ writes good.
I love the boyfriend so candy much <33
He's the best, the best.
I hope school does good to him and stupid boys stay the f away from him.

Ciao.

YOU GO FLOYD!

2006-04-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

Highlight of the day: Meet Floyd! My new toy ;
signed, sealed and delivered by sweet sweet Ken this afternoon.

Shopping was real cheap and satisfying today.
Flea markets are the way to go,

wear comfy shoes.

MINI

2006-04-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

Number of imaginary cigarettes smoked this week: 157

_______ is going to kill me.
The week's been rather disturbing.
I feel under pressure; forget to breathe sometimes.
My world seems alot gloomier when it starts to rain,
and the rest of me falls into depression.
Right.

; so i carved your name across my eyelids

BAD ACTORS

2006-04-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

And its love, yes its love, this is love, must be love, it is love, yes its hard, no its not, must be love, this is hard, no its not, must be love, must be love, it is love, love, love, no doubt

The peace in the back seat .

One day when people started listening,
they began ruining it.
Now its going from unique to routine.
BAD ACTORS ;
leave me alone.
I'm at my most upset.

KENNETH'S

2006-04-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

The.Sunny.Singapura. -click click

So light up as if you have a choice.

This is our afternoon in the sunny singapura.
Typical girls with expensive taste, in love with not so typical boys and their crazy cravings for mee goreng.

Kenneth x2

Peace out(:

2006-04-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

Prince needs a bitch and oh I love my Ken -clickclickclick

SO DANCE FOR ME.

2006-04-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

Ken- The husband who looks good naked/can do the salsa
Q- The wife who bakes REALLY well and does beautiful things with her cameras
Prince- Their Emo dog, weighs slighly less than Scooby doo

Role play.

HIPPO

2006-04-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

Shes kicking ass across the board and rock two hundred thousand higher score and just in time to save the world of being taken over.

Yups, thats Fann.

THE DAY, THE DAY.

2006-03-31T20:10:00.000+08:00

Anna Sui listens to the Arctic Monkeys.

Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you.

SORRY.

2006-03-31T02:00:00.000+08:00

YOU WOULD KILL FOR THIS .

I talk too much sometimes,
my conversations make very little sense.
I think I'm shallow.

Life has been good,
I have great plans for my birthday,
eight months is a fucking long time.
I wish I was in a band,
I'll be happpy with just one fan.
Understand that I cant sing very well,
even when no one's listening.

I have a boyfriend who does whatever he can to make me smile.
My number one fan.
The bedroom rockstar.
Too guilty.
I talk too much.

EYEBALLS.

2006-03-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

My archives are an embarassment.
Read from February if you must.

Wednesday.
Mom says I can't hang around outdoors every single day.
It's like a policy basically.
Confusing shitto.

My day was so dull I made a list.

I HEART ~~skinny boys with tattoos~~ KENNY
Something filled up my heart with nothing
Lunch was good
I have a feeling I'm going to miss the simple life again
Oreos+ peanut butter = !!
Straylight run straylight run straylight run
Queer is good
I have difficulty spelling ~~feburary.~~ February.
I'm not good with girls, I grow to hate them. After awhile.
The only exceptions: Nicole, G and Ade
The parent trap the parent trap the parent trap
I lied about lunch. I cooked. It was bad.
Stars on sticks
Maybe I should start smoking
CURSE YOU !!
Best impersonation of Eric Cartmen- Bols.

a million little god's causin rain storms turning every good thing to rust.

THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND US

2006-03-29T03:30:00.000+08:00

28-03-06 was a good day.
I heart you baby!

2006-03-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

(click for a better view)

L.O.V.E

2006-03-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

~~I swear~~ I'm going to cry.

PLAYGROUND LOVE

2006-03-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Ken and I had yummy sandwiches and chips this morning at the PSA.
Aunty Helen kept me in her hideout room while I wait for Ken,
she was throwing me with magazines, pens and plenty of paper for scenary painting.
--My sources of entertainment for that very hour/more,
very cool Aunty Helen.
I found out today that she works there,
meeting her so unexpectedly was so weird it's funny.
I like her even more, wow.

The second half of my day was pretty depressing.

Outings with Collin=Mad gorging sprees
So we had our dinner there,
new york fish and stuff like that.
After dinner we had coffee/ice cream/and hot dog buns,
walked in circles with two bucks and more coins.

Its miserable, this feeling inside ;;
I'm so broke! Save some $ Questal!
Then my memory card died on me and I didnt get no black slippers.
I hope y'all had a less depressing day than I did,
sweet dreams my lovelies <3!

I miss Jacob.

(:

2006-03-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

I AM sensitive.

Bigger boys and stolen sweethearts
youre better off without her anyway

2006-03-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

2006-03-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

5 simple pleasures of life :

1) Kenny boy!
2) Gong-gongs
3) Tanning
4) Lomography
5) Cab riding

And you built me a castle out of sand ; -clickclick

because lifes too short anyway

2006-03-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

(Because life's too short anyway)

Adeline's a true camera whore,

not to mention how f emo and weird she is haha.

I like you very much still though,

I cant wait to do this again with you my dear.

Until then I'll be playing with dolls and obsessing over gerard way.

xoxo

<3>

2006-03-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

You'll be coming clean tonight.

FOOD!

2006-03-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

I wish my font turned out typewriter style.

I'm craving for charsiew baos from crystal jade right now,
and I need wasabi.
I love dim sum and japanese food,
theyre the only foods I dont deprive myself from,
oh! and ice cream.
I can only eat happy with mom/dad at such restaurants,
because you dont worry about the bill.

On a totally different suject,
the parent trap is my all time favourite movie.
Think I've watched it fifty times at least.
I used to stay over at my couin's alot,
and we would watch it everyday and couple of nights over shared maggie mee.
I know every song and we adored lindsay lohan!
I still do (:
Okayes so my cousin lost the video @#&@*$&*
and its not available at viedoezy!
Oh please f sell it to me if you have it,
I'm dying to watch it five times a week,
with Ken, okayes four times haha.

Goodnight y'all !

I lost my fear of falling,
I will be with you.

DADA

2006-03-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm just a regular kid who loves her dad.
Dad's a cool boy, the only one who thinks my et fingers are hot.
I used to surprise him with soaking red report cards, and he signed them all.
Doesnt nag,
thinks at least ten boys are dying to hang out with me,
and girls shouldnt do sports because its unglam.
Dad's a sucker for girls with long legs,
hopes I become an air stewardess some day,
and stay skinny.
Dad's only a boy,

I LOVE DAD!

(:

2006-03-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

I dont talk to more than half of the people in my friendster account.
And the few friends I've got are people I really love,
I dont need three hundred friends.

School's out,the next seven weeks are going to be spent loving/shopping/snapping/selling stuff on the ebay.
Ken's going to help me with that.
I've got plenty of clothes worn only once or not at all,
I'm hoping to sell them to get some $$.
The idea's brilliant!
I don't have to work that way, and I can barely save $2 a week.

ONE HOT MINUTE.

2006-03-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

HIGH AND DRY

2006-02-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

And you'd kill yourself for recognition,
kill yourself to never, ever stop
You broke another mirror,
youre turning into something you are not

YOU ARE MY DREAM

2006-02-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

The week was spent battling with sleep
and painting my nails green,
no cigarettes but plenty of coffee.

YOU ARE MY MORNING STAR.

MY LOVE

2006-02-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

It's easier to sit and stare.

Have a great life y'all !

2006-02-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

Moo's.

10 years ago

There was a boy I liked very much, had a major crush on him for six whole years. There were other guys along the way but I liked him most. Everyone who knows me knows about Kory Lim Xuan Han, he invited me to christmas/chinese new year parties in primary one and every other birthday parties the following years. I thought his mom was the prettiest woman ever when i first saw her. I wore dresses to his parties, I loved dresses ; I still do. I remember wearing one with sunflowers to his place, and I had fried beehoon with his cousins.

5 years ago

I was bestfriends with Pearlyn, Liyu and Keshia. We called ourselves Pure seasons. I remember having symbols to our names; the snowflake was mine, Lyn had an autumn leaf, Liyu had a sun and Keshia's was a flower. We used to hang out quite alot at Mcdonald's/Keshia's house or mine. We had the worst battle with Milo when we went to Keshia's place for the first time. The dog was crazy, I dont know if it still is but he barks like a bitch. We had to squeeze into this really tiny bathroom because we were so afraid of Milo; ended up getting scratches over our legs.
And this other time we heard a voice calling out in Malay at my place, we imagined it as some ghost and ran into my very very tiny bathroom and started laughing like @$*#&*, almost died in there because we were scaring ourselves so much and freaking out alot. So very funny. I know it sounds real silly, I LOVE BEING A GIRL .

1 year ago

Life was at it's most surreal.
The first time(after a long time) that I went to Kairen's place was 3/4 hours before work,
I wanted someone to play car racing with but we watched American Beauty instead and I left for work after that. I kept going over and we watched lots of movies we got from videoezy. I remember going over to Bryan's hourse for some housewarming I think, and thats where I first saw Gina/first heard of Gina. We watched Dangerous Lives of the Altar Boys, Kenny and I, and his classmates. I liked the movie because it was dreamy and everything else from then stops to matter.

5 foods i enjoy
1) Beef noodles from beach road
2) Black pepper crab
3) Oysters with lemon and tabasco
4) Fish soup from canteen two
5) Ice cream at any time of the day

5 songs i know all the words to
1) Telescope eyes - eisley
2) Twinkle little stars - me
3) Gone - Switchfoot
4) Hit me baby one more time - Britney Spears
5) Buried myself alive - The used

5 favourite television shows
1) The simple life
2) Jimmy Neutron
3) Sweet Sixteen
4) VH1
5) My fairy odd parents

5 bad habits
1) Biting my nails
2) Buying stuff without the price
3) Not doing the dishes
4) I dont cook
5) I cant cook

5 biggest joys

1) The Lord
2) Kenny
3) Bols and the family
4) Figure 7, power rangers whatever. (You belong here jacob)
5) My holga ?

5 people i tagged to do this quiz
1) YOU
2) YOU
3) YOU
4) YOU
5) YOU

Peace out.

CECELIA

2006-02-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

Kenny and I went to watch The Suns one day - clickclick

2006-02-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

But her life is so beautiful as memories continue to grow
into beautiful things that spring from these rows
With their musical names and musical sounds
Beautiful things that spring from these rows with their
musical names and musical sounds, and musical sounds

2006-01-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

(oh when the day is green) -clickclick

Let's take the moon and make it shine for everyone ;

My CNY was pleasant ;
Two whole days of homecooked food and increased spending power haha,
learning to be kids all over and putting up with cheap little thrills ;
and the irony of realising even more that I can't communicate with kids/babies/whatever.

Mom seemed to be on estacy the last two days,
the aunties acted like fools as they tried to join in the fun.
For awhile I thought Mom made the bestest comedian in the whole world,
I love her,
and I love dad.

I'm meeting Ken in more than a couple of hours time,
OH and I can't wait!
Goodnight everyone,

I LOVE MA BOYFRIEND.

2006-01-26T01:43:00.000+08:00

I love my boyfriend.
He's a pretty boy with two eyes,
a nose and very sweet lips.
He is a very smart boy,
with thoughts from out of this world.

What makes him different makes him beautiful.

RETAIL THERAPY

2006-01-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

Follow me down to the laughing city,
with people changing all their minds; it's crazy

Fann and I went through some hardcore retail therapy yesterday.
I never fail to overspend when i go on shopping sprees,
which is not cool at all considering the fact that the $ belongs to mom.

New year resolution #63
: Price checks before payment

I always end up feeling cheated as hell after shopping/
I have to tell myself 879843 times how beautiful that piece of cloth is just to console me, which is not hard to do at all.
LAUGHS OUT LOUD.

And I feel like I have to tell everyone I had KFC for dinner last night.
Collin must be so really happy for me haha.

OKAYES, GONG XI FA CAI Y'ALL !

look at that face! lol

et fingers, real tiny nostrils. what's so weird about me?! lol

I wish I took prettier photos.

GOODBYE $$

2006-01-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

Make belief is too much fun.
I'll shave my head and lie in bed all day long,
so just film way and let me be.

I had so much to eat today,
I've got no more money :(
Apparently, my pocket's grown out of my allowance.
It wouldn't be right to ask my mom for more $ because I invest alot in ice cream and
shit which would keep me entertained for only five minutes.
It's all MY BAD !

It's hard to walk away from temptations, someone please take that away!

I refuse to go to work simply because I suck at time management,
I can't go to work!
Going to work would mean being striped off school(which is totally fine by me),
off love, off family, off great friends, off me!
I'm not being too dramatic, I'm just living a life here.

If you're reading this mommy, I'm sorry that I can't save $$ for nuts.

I LOVE YOU ALL AND I JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW

2006-01-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

I've had enough of rain freezes, I want Mr Sunshine back!

A car splash left me hanging for awhile today.
I thought it wouldnt hurt to humor myself a little so I took a train home in the state that I was.
I took a seat between this chinese girl and a korean man.
She was writing a whole lot of chinese words into this little notebook and the man was reading a korean novel.
I didn't feel right getting lost in my thoughts while they act all studious and shit,
so I took out something to read as well Scar tissue.
It's a crazy book to bring around but, whatever makes me happy right :))

There was more drama on the bus ride home,
but I didn't hate my Thursday at all :)

Goodnight.

IM HAPPY

2006-01-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

I'm happy,
let's get lost at sea.
Until the stars fall,
I'll always love you.

2006-01-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

HEY MOMMY SERENE!
I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY BECAUSE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY.
YOUR MELON SOUP KICKS ARSE,
AND IM NOT GOING TO TRY TO HIDE MY BLOG FROM YOU.
OKAYES STOP READING NOW, GO BACK TO SLEEP! haha

and we'll go the holland, get high on marijuana and skinny dip in our backyard.
apply for a job that requires only six hours of work a day,
and the last hours of our days ; our lives would be magic.
we could be heros !

HUMAN BOY

2006-01-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

im hungry.
i cant cook,
i'll just have to starve to death.

Human Boy ;

UGH

2006-01-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

how do filipino maids communicate with blangadesh workers after the hook-ups ?
and whenever i see them laughing into their mobile phones,
i wonder whats so funny with symbols.

haha i hope you got what i meant, oh please get what i mean.

i wish i could express myself better sometimes,
have yourself a simple life y'all !

IM JUST A GIRL

2006-01-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

FIVE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2005
1. hilton fever
2. moulin rouge
3. human boy
4. ROOM 1012
5. video ezy

FIVE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2005
1. hanging less with the stoicies
2. almost died from eating too excessively HAHA
3. my stars exploded
4. confessions of ROOM 1012
5.

FIVE MOVIES YOU WATCHED, AND REALLY ENJOYED IN 2005
1. the longest yard
2. polar express
3. sweet november
4. great expectations
5.

FIVE THINGS YOU WERE ADDICTED TO IN 2005
1. ICE CREAM
2. BOYS
3. SEX
4. LOVE
5. HAHA

FIVE SONGS YOU COULDN'T STOP PLAYING IN 2005
1. mr brightside - the killers
2. august in bethany - the juliana theory
3. telescope eyes - eisley
4. its not a fashion statement, its a deathwish - my chemical romance
5. all apologies - nirvana

FIVE BANDS YOU REALLY LIKED IN 2005
1. mcr
2. switchfoot
3. eisley
4. nirvana
5. snow patrol

FIVE PEOPLE YOU WERE CLOSEST/GOT CLOSER TO IN 2005
1. collin
2. jacob
3. ken
4. fann
5. glenda
6. AND seth!

FIVE THINGS YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IN 2006
1. figure my holga ( ive got it for two weeks now but im still shit at it)
2. buy seth ten packets of condom
3. oh learn to cook some kick ass char siew noodles
4. talk ken into getting a mohawk
5. play with my five year old cousin

FIVE THINGS YOU LOOK FORWARD TO IN 2006
1. sneak some cotton candy to the moon
2. and wait around to catch a falling star
3.
4.
5.

GOODBYE 2005!

2006-01-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

Teen drinking is very bad, who cares if youve got a fake id yo.

My 2005 was a good baby elephant, and I speak geek on a regular basis now.
I felt like a ten year old kid going through life as a seventeen year old,
but it was a mix of sweetness and surreality.
It's s hard to describe how my year's been, but God's been real kind to me.
Believe me when I say I love you, all of you!

30th December'05 with Ken, Collin, Jacob, Glenda, Seth, and room 1012 was crazy.
I know I got really wasted and I felt I could die happy in the bathtub that very night, somehow.
... And the rest is our little secret :):)

Ken and I watched the Boredphucks sing themselves away into 2006.
My definition of good music's basically anything I enjoy, if I like it, it's good!
So, the Boredphucks' good music!

Stay happy y'all !
Imma be a good girl from now, ciao.

Here's g!

weee! , yayness!

build me a bed in the tub!

heyheyhey!

jumpy g ! <3 style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2280/683/320/IMG_0004.jpg" border="0">

Say hi to duckie!

take a plunge baby.

GLENDAS THE MAN

2005-12-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

its a beautiful day ;
i spent the day sitting in the sun and riding on bubbles :)
i realise half my conversations are made up of random words that dont make sense at all and
i like telling people how im just being questal.

g and i spent hours and hours talking non stop today.
we had lunch/dinner at a malay restaurant nearby her place,
for awhile i thought my house was couple of blocks away from hers ;
wouldnt it be nice having all your most wonderful people living around you?

:)

I LOVE Y'ALL

2005-12-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

eugene's real kind, he did my new skin and i like the fairy so much!

my day was great, everyday's been so good i wish this never ends.
its hard to describe how ive been feeling the last couple of weeks,
make a mental note that questal's enjoying every minute of her very short life outside school,
and she's loving it!

the boyfriend, the bestfriend, the sister, the friends, the cousins ; i love you all !
haha no idea whats up with the the's :)

so here's the silly bestfriend who accidentally spit his mint onto some stranger on the train,
and the only thing he did was screamed OMG like a bitch haha.
everything happens for a reason, and that was to humor me of cos haha (:
shit, i think im hot hahaha.
goodbye happy readers!

i look crazily happy here/

my best bols of four years haha

lalalalalalala

because youre my bestfriend!

im just a girl.

peace out y'all !

HELLOHELLO !

skippy stripes and soda pop machines- clickclick

CHRISTMAS=LOVE=MAGIC

2005-12-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

snow patrol sounds happily, merrily good!
so good im playing it for mom, so good imma play it a thousand times today,
so good because it makes YOU feel this much closer.

this could be the very minute
im aware im alive
all these places feel like home

christmas eve was spent roaming the streets of orchard like every human girl/and boy,
.. and we finally made it to the glass house for some seafood loving.
and since they had some live singing going on, i couldnt help going up to one of the guys,
striked some sexy pose and asked for them to play anything nirvana.
come as you are made my night almost perfect.

so light up, light up as if you have a choice

hdshjfhjkdfh christmas didnt feel like christmas,
but my 25th december two thousand and five was splendid still.
ken and i spent rest of the night watching videos, having pizza :):):):):):)
i would burn some shoes just to get the taste of tabasco in my mouth,
tabasco drives you nuts!
my night was perfect.

HEART SHAPED BOX

2005-12-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

do your eyes a favor, click on it.

ive been trapped inside your heartshaped box for weeks ;

HEY KARIN.

2005-12-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

HEY KARIN ((::

EUGENES GETTING ME A HOLGA!

2005-12-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

the moons HUGE tonight, scared the shit out of ken for awhile haha.
and the stars are plentiful for us to share!
i feel as warm as an edible brownie should be, 5 more days to christmas!
damn it, im feeling high at the wrong time, it must be the chicken rice (:
bells are ringing,
souls are singing,
questal's waiting,
for the whitest whitest christmas!
- screw that its crap haha.

AND EUGENE'S GETTING ME A HOLGA!
(you have to get me one for real now, everyone knows about it aha)

eugene says:
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH. every second since i last saw you at the traffic light near our house. i miss the way you walk, i miss the way you come into coffee club's kitchen to take orders, i miss the way you tie your hair, i miss the way you point your ET fingers, i miss your realistic smile.

thats the sweetest, sweetest thing hes ever, ever said to me in the longest, longest time.
sounds more convincing than I MISS YOU LAH!

lol im not blogging normal,
HEY YOU OVER THERE, YES YOU,
I LOVE YOU!

and when the stars are falling, i'll keep calling,
i will still love you
and when your dreams are fading,
i'll be waiting i will still love you.

HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME!

2005-12-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

in the midst of rushing through written comm,
i actually find time to blog and tie my hair, with a little clip to hold my fringe haha.
mom never fail to ask if im getting ready for beauty contests.
my hair never look as good as this whenever im out :(

im listening to britney's first album, the first ever album mom's gotten for me(:
its real nice hearing YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY I JUST CANT SLEEP again after so, so long!
i used to like britney spears so much!
i would get every news paper cutting, magazine, and any shit that has her on.
hours and hours spent on learning her dance moves and britney.com just to feel THIS much like her haha.
thats how younger questal was like.
i really like EMAIL MY HEART AND SAY OUR LOVE WILL NEVER DIE lalalalala FOREVER, EMAIL MY HEART !

i needed to blog so badly in the day, somehow.
but i didnt for the shittest reason haha.
shit, i realised how much ive been using the word shit.
i have to get back to work,
ive NEVER, NEVER worked so much in my life.
ciao y'all !

evenifwefindourselvesapartwewillhold
ourhopesanddreamsforeverinourhearts

AH FUCK.

2005-12-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

the only thing that feels right about my life is ___.
sunday nights never fail to make me feel like fuck,
especially since theres school the next day.
glenda and the others are the only candies schools offered me,
everything else about schools oily, deep fried potatoes. (i dont like anything oily or deep fried)

ANYONE NEED A BFF OR A STALKER?
IM FOR HIRE HAHA.

GREEN CROCS.

2005-12-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

my day of green and crocodiles, mixed inidan nuts and crazy bus ride loving.
I LOVE FANN YAY!

wishyouwerenothere ; says:
hi im the imposter.
wishyouwerehere ; (love, sex, death, passion, fear, obsession) says:
just die fann. i dig my toes into the sanddddd..
wishyouwerenothere ; says:
i dug my toes in the sand,
i dug them deeper and deeper,
and deeper and deeper my tinie weenie toes went.
The waves were eating into the sand,
the waters were coming closer.
The massive sea seemed as if it wanted to swallow me up.
The fear in me was growing.
Panic.Panic.Panic.
With all the strength in me, i tried to get my toes out.
It was then that i realised, i was stuck.

FOR THE NINETY SEVENTH TIME,
WE DONT LOOK LIKE SISTERS AT ALL.

IM GETTING GOOD AT THIS HAHA

HEY THERE, WHOEVER YOU ARE.

2005-12-06T17:40:00.001+08:00

wheres the kid with the chemicals? -clickclick

i was watching the sky and the clouds looked sticked-on for awhile.
i thought the sky was real pretty today,
and maybe ..

SWEET LIFE =

AND EVERY OTHER PRETTY LITTLE THING ;

GUMMY MORNING.

2005-11-29T09:37:00.000+08:00

i stepped on gum this morning and my left slipper's shit now, HOW NICE.
i think today's going to be a bad bad day,
bad hair, bad clothes, bad shoes, crazily heavy bag.
hahaha QUESTAL COMPLAINS TOO MUCH.

It is obvious that lessons are so boring right now
because seth and glenda are watching figures make out in SIMS,
because im blogging and happily playing creep by radiohead over and over again in kairen's shuffle hahaha ;

YOURE SO FUCKING SPECIAL
I WISH I WAS SPECIAL !!

later(:

IM EXHAUSTED

2005-11-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

i had a sleep over at ben's with my cousins last night,
they are nuts about wrestling and video games, haha im nothing like them but i think car racing's pretty hot.
i dont know, they're into stuff like FINAL FANTASY and MAPLE?!
i went to bed while they stayed up till three doing all that.
i dont think we have a common interest, but im cool with anyone who bothers entertaining me haha.
we screwed around with the christmas tree for awhile after brunch, its SO ugly haha.
my aunt trusted us to decorate the tree real nicely,
we wrapped it with gold ribbons, hung some bells around and dumped the big fat star right on top to finish it.
then i felt a sudden urge to jump into the pool, we went for a swim and bitched about shit.

im exhausted, its only the fifth week of school and i feel like a long break.
i think i need it pretty badly,
make up wont hide my eye circles for long.
get used to ugly questal people haha,
ciao.

NICOLE RICHIE

2005-11-23T12:13:00.000+08:00

nicole richie's on trl right now, shes so ..
i dont know, not funny anymore and so so thin!
shes looks thinner here than in magazines.
Shes got a book just like PARIS, shes coming up with an album just like PARIS!
and what? her godfather's michael jackson?!
okayes no offence, but hes a freak and nicole WAS pretty much a freak back then.

heres a shout out to rose nicole, youre not a freak i like you and im a paris hilton fan and i think shes hot and im hot and youre hot and okayes nicole richie's hot too haha.

hot stuff, the diamond word's in it haha.

(ah crapp, im supposed to be doing work now. ciao)

KARIN

2005-11-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

my capital K, <3

2005-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

THANKS YOU GUYS FOR YOU KNOW WHAT (:

nicole made this <3

LOVE,
QUESTAL

2005-11-16T16:58:00.001+08:00

(i'll upload the photos soon and you guys can ogle at me all you want hahaha)

MISSES.

2005-11-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

LET THE RAIN FALL DOWN AND WAKE MY DREAMS,
HAHA THATS HILLARY DUFF FOR YOU.

I LIKE TYPING IN CAPS.
MY ATTEMPT TO READ THE PAPERS THIS MORNING WAS SHIT. I READ ONLY LIFE! AND NOTHING ELSE, I ALWAYS READ LIFE! AND NOTHING ELSE.
IM LISTENING TO HILIARY NOW, THATS SO WRONG. I ADMIT I LISTEN TO BAD MUSIC HAHA.

I SAW A FALLING STAR WHILE WALKING HOME LAST NIGHT,
IT WAS MY FIRST TIME SEEING ANYTHING LIKE THAT.

THESE WERE TAKEN LAST NIGHT, CIAO.

HAHA FANNS BEST SHOT THE WHOLE NIGHT

MOMS <3

WE DONT LOOK LIKE SISTERS AT ALL.

OH LETS GO BACK TO THE START.

ROSEYEO

2005-11-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if ROSE YEO and I are made for each other haha.

R says:
yeah, we're like queen bees versus queen bees with them
questal ; it was only a kiss * says:
i think youre hot !
R says:
you're sizzling hot too

2005-11-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

HEY KARIN (:

DOGS AND KIDS

2005-11-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

make me thrill as only you know how ;
school was pleasantly pleasant today,
seth and i stopped by this pet shop during our break,
adorable little doggies but they stink bad!
this really lazeeeefaggoty dog caught my eye, he had this oh man just leave me alone face going. well maybe he just doesnt like me.
im bad with animals and kids.
no wonder my terapins went down drain, my hamster ran away and my rabbits bit me alot, my five year old cousin doesnt play with me and my cousin's baby cries whenever i try to carry her.
i dont like holding babies,i always thought i would drop them to their deaths.
its exaggerating, but thats how my thoughts run me.
i dont hate kids that much, only when they get really annoying;
especially kids who say words like stupitt and shutuppp/ kids who cry themselves to deaf on the bus and train.
dont ask me why, and STOP telling me how many kids you want. ive been hearing numbers like 6, 8 and 15???!! ,
i want only TWO kids.

HAUTE COUTURE

2005-11-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

haute couture ;
i dress like crap. period.
i bought a lamp a lamp a lamp , no not the jimmyneutronlamp i wanted.
the lamp i want goes round and round, and litle stars and moons start running about your walls.
the one i got has little star-shaped holes but they dont get reflected over the walls, and they operate on candles.
i like watching candles burn, happy memories start falling into place.
how I wish you'd utter now, words of nursery rhyme, tongue and teeth all click in time.

eisley-telescope eyes

2005-11-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

oh you humor me today
calling me out to play vith your telescope eyes, metal teeth
please dont make me cry
im just like you
i know you know
im just like you

NOLIES,ONLYLOVE.

2005-11-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEN

2005-11-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

SANTA CLAUSE WONT MAKE ME HAPPY WITH A TOY ON CHRISTMAS DAY

halloween with bolsgleongregandhisbrothers was a mini-blast .
cheesecake and disgusting red bean paste.
squids and okayes, funny tasting water (?)
desperate underaged kids and slutty school girls.
scream abracadabra and the backdoor opens ,
runnning in cirles, toilet bitching.
cigarette loving and
butt rubs that get you mistaken for being gay.
music makes you lose control, your mind and your soul.
sweaty skin and no running mascara.
strippers who will never make it,
its three am in the morning and you must be lonely.
bak ku teh and i fell for the shooting star, one without a permanent scar.

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOUUUUUUUU !

BACK TO SCHOOL.

2005-10-31T16:10:00.000+08:00

the train ride to school felt unfamiliar for awhile ,
i got my stations all mixed up.
where the hell was dover?
i was hoping to be late for school because i really dont care if the lecturer nags at me until i go deaf.
for the first time i was actually grateful for the rain even though i called seth to bitch about it for awhile.
i didnt get caught in the rain and thats hot because i dont wanna end up with ugly hair and smudged mascara, gross feet and ..
I JUST WANNA LOOK GOOD ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL !
there! the honest honest truth!
so mrs lam's a naggy old bitch who wouldnt shutup about getting us to shutup.
accounts' new to glenda and i,
wow my virgin lesson of accounts with g.
now let me see you one, two step.

you know how distracting being in a hall with three hundred other people gets,
with g next to me, lectures always seem like the television, mtv, channel55.
seth was really helpful telling me we learn stuff like all elephants eat rats in accounts,
where ever that came from, im getting used to falling for your tricks, and collin's fann's and everyone else's . im not gonna get mad, i'll just make sure a piano falls on you while you walk from your block to the bus stop one day.

this feels weird because i dont normally blog about my day but i just did and im gonna dancedancedancedancedance until the world caves in.
i noticed how much ive been saying blahblah until i go blind/deaf/whatever .
i like it haha.

WHATEVER

2005-10-30T18:32:00.000+08:00

am i mean?
im going back to being arrogant questal everyone hates .
boooo.
MY LIFE IS AN IRONY,
WHATEVER THAT MEANS TO YOU ;
AND I'LL BITE MY NAILS UNTIL I CANT SEE.

RANDOMCRAP.

2005-10-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST .

click on the pictures if you cant see them ,
i have trouble seeing them as well haha.

YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS .

HAHA YOU CAN START CRYING NOW.

ITS SUPPOSED TO BE ARTISTIC ACCORDING TO BOLS.

YAY BARNEY !

STUPID CHILDREN .

<<--THAT WAY

YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND -clickclick